Monday, December 15, 2008

So sad.

Okay, I'm allowed to have a "poor me" day right?  Well this is probably one of many that I will have over the next 6 months.

Ayden and I both woke up this morning sick.  We have head colds, thankfully no coughing yet.  I would much rather be stuffed up or have a runny nose than a cough.  Ayden did pretty well today although he was a little short tempered.  He hasn't eaten much over the past two days but he goes through stages like that often.

It was FREEZING today.  I kid you not!  Yesterday was 76 degrees.  Today with the wind chill, it was 11 degrees!  Yeah, I know.  Honestly, how does that happen?

I'm sad.  Dominic's phone has no service and although I can call him at the hotel its not the same.  We always text each other throughout the day.  Now I know I won't be getting any texts from him.  We called the hotel to say good night to him but he wasn't in his room.  We left him a message.  He called a while later and said he was doing laundry.  They leave tomorrow.  Dominic said he would call me in the morning before we take Christian to school so that he could talk to the boys then.  After that, I don't know when I will hear from him again.  That's a hard fact to swallow.  I will miss hearing from him on a daily basis.  He is my hero, my very best friend, my lover, my everything!

I will be strong for the boys but its okay to be weak once in a while right?

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