Memories

Okay, I know this is kind of silly but I'm doing it anyway.  This picture was taken before we got married.  We were young and skinny.  I cut my hair short because Dominic likes short hair.  I hated it but I am considering cutting it short again.  I need to loose more weight before I even consider doing it though.  My face is too round at this point for such short hair.

I can't believe I was ever so small.  Those jeans were my absolute FAVORITE jeans!  I know that I will never look like that again.  I have three beautiful kids to thank for that :)  I just wonder what I will look like when I get to my goal.  

I'm going to be candid.  I was really tired of being the biggest woman in a room of people.  I felt embarrassed for Dominic to be married to me although he has never made me feel like he was embarrassed.  I want to be healthy more than anything.  Being thinner and buying normal sized clothes is just an extra, a great bonus.  It takes time and I am perfectly okay with that.  When I get there, we are going to take another photo together.  We will be 10 years older, he will be bald and I might have short hair again.  However, the best part is that we will be together.